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nothing away

here i am typing away when really i should be nothing. hehehe,,

anyways, there's a long weekend coming up and it's starting on friday onwards =) that's what i'm looking forward to. it pretty much means that there will only be two more working days this week!! i wish i can go away during that period of time but i highly doubt thats going to happen.

for now, i'm just going to dream away..

a some good advice

i have always thought that it's good to let your emotions out, when you need to. it's not that i am encouraging you to cry all the time. but i think when you do need to, you should. don't hold back. and no, i am not encouraging you to cry in front of others either.. maybe just someone who you are comfortable with.

and i've always thought that it's kind of a burden to show someone when you are crying. they will feel bad for you, especially when they don't know how to console you or make you feel better. so for me personally, i like to cry to myself :p

and to be honest, i have not done so in the longest time. which is a good sign!! i have been quite happy. busy but happy.



on a different note, i bought two new opi nail polishes today. i'll be sure to post about them and maybe give a review like i usually do. maybe when i have the time to paint my nails. currently, i have tickle my france-y on and it's really nude on me which i am super crazy about!! it's like i have mannequin hands :)

ALSO, i have my first ever giveaway coming up!! be sure to stay tune on that!!

(from notebookdoodles)

suddenly i love it..


zooey kisskiss


dilemma

ga tau kenapa,, td malem aq mimpi latihan lagi,, jd cg lg.. kaya yang beneran deehh,, kerasa bgt megang flagnya,, krasa bgt dancenya,, kerasa bgt push-up nya,, ohh myyyy,, kangeeenn cg !! hhuhuhu,, sebenernya aq masih pengen balik lagi ke komunitas itu, masih mau latihan lagi (walau bikin kulit tambah gosong), aq masih mau tampil lagi,, tapi ga tau dehh.. kemauannya ga dibarengin niat yg kuat,, jd yang ada cuma sekedar pengen,, sekedar ngebayangin aja,,

dulu knp aq bisa ikut marching yah ?? hmmm,, cuma untuk beberapa alasan sih,,
  1. emang suka aja liat marching,, lagu2nya bikin semangat,,
  2. nyari temen baru,,
  3. ngisi waktu luang,,
  4. mengalihkan pikiran dgn mencari kesibukan,,
  5. menghibur diri,,
  6. satu2nya tempat yg bikin aq lupa klo aq lg desperate,, hahha

kadang2,, emg pgn bgt balik lagi kesitu,, tp malu jg ma anak2 yg lain, udah lama ga muncul, tiba2 dtg lagi, ditambah skrg banyak anak baru,, makin asing deehh,, trus klo mo ikut lagi pun, skill aq udah payah,, setaun ga dipake apa kabar ?? apekk kaliii,, hehehe

yah eniweiy.. komunitas itu sangat2 membantu aq ngelewatin masa sulit dan ngasih aq banyak pengalaman,, hehehehe,,,,

the old me's dead and gone

now i am or i am now ?? yaa,, it's me,, not was me.. i'm here.. with all i have.. i'm here.. not like my self in the past.. when i'm so young,, i'm confused of everything.. i hate to remembering the past,, it's make me so numb.. have you know about my past ?? i tell you, that was so hurt me top to toe,, so i never want repeat that.. finnaly, i let go of the past and i'm sure something better will comes along..

hi there^^