what fingers can said ??

express ur face,, :D

lil' cute girls..

Uncle Jim

Uncle Jim
endah n rhesa


There is a man whose called Uncle Jim
Doesn’t have home, he’s sleeping on the street
He use to play his old violin
Singing while tap dancing with his feet

I always see him every morning
He gives me strength and spirit with his smile
I wait the train until it’s coming
Wave my hand and then he says “Goodbye”

Rising up to major notes, falling down to minor chords
I always remember all the words
Don’t worry, be happy.. he shout at me that im so pretty
Maybe people think that he’s so crazy
Uncle Jim, you make my world becomes beautiful
Play the melody once more

Rising up to major notes, falling down to minor chords
I always remember all the words
Don’t worry, be happy.. he shout at me that im so pretty
Maybe people think that he’s so crazy
But now he’s gone and cant be found
Maybe he has left this town.. oh..what my day is gonna be?

Uncle Jim, I heard the latest news today..
I send my message to you when I pray

dear nobita **

dear nobita..
akhirnya kamu dapat nilai seratus juga setelah sekian lama kamu duduk d kls5 sd..
skrg saya sudah kuliah semeter6, tp kamu masih saja belum naik kelas..
kapan kamu naik kelas ?? apa kamu di ciptakan untuk menjadi anak kls5 sd seumur hidup ??
sampai nanti saya punya anak, apa kamu masih kelas 5 sd ?? :p

quote

“I’m learning to let go; to forgive; to forget grudges. To trust; to hope; & to believe the impossible. Take a change; attempt a risk; speak your mind. Never take life for granted; tomorrow may never come. Make the most of what you have; & fight for your dreams. I’m learning now to live, to love, & to be loved.”

from: tumblr

craving !

ngidam :

" CD nya ENDAH n RHESA !!!!!!! "

10th may 2010 as my blast b'day . . . . .

welcome 21 !!!
and i'm grow old ,, more old,, and more..
happy go lucky and more maturity, mey !!

maybe this year not as great as i want,,
i just can say "i don't remember".. because everything's going so annoying !!!!
but not when my friend are around me..

yes, i called this as "sadness of 10th may"..

tell me about urself

what's ur name ?
meilinda adelia,, emh actually i have putri as my last name,, but i don't like it,, :(

where have u been ?
i'm from bandung,,

what's your occupation ?
of course i'm a student in padjajaran university

are u single ?
No !! i have a boyf,,

are u love him ?
when i write on this, my answer is .. YES, I AM !! :)

how long u have been together w/ him ?
1 year 5 month (*when i write it)

can u describe about him ?
no word can describe him,, i just love him all the way..

that he loves u too ?
he said, i must positive thingking in many ways,, so my answer is,, "yes, i know he loves me too".. :D

is that anything u wish from him ?
yes it is,, i have a lot of wish on him,, but i cant force him to do all i want,, i just let him to be his self,, i dont mean to be selfish person (*as he called 'cuek').. but i just let my self to learn how to love somebody with no looking something on him,, but by accept all the things he have..

is there something u want tell to him ??
if u read this boy,, i just want to say that today i love u like the day before,, and tomorrow i hope it'll be increase.. and i dont really mean to be selfish,, this is my self with all my minus,, im sorry if i never be the person that u want.. im not her,, im not everyone,, im not anyone,, im just somebody who love you when i write it.. i just want u always remember that "ada aq disini yg sayang sama kamu"...

i'm just into you..

“I heard what you said. I’m not the silly romantic you think. I don’t want the heavens or the shooting stars. I don’t want gemstones or gold. I have those things already. I want…a steady hand. A kind soul. I want to fall asleep, and wake, knowing my heart is safe. I want to love, and be loved.”

u can do !

A: I am not going today! Because I can’t do it. I don’t think I can do it.
B: Hey. Hey. Hey. Are you kidding me?
A: Are you kidding?
B: If anyone can do this, you can do this.
A: You can do this. You can do this.

everyone has their past

siapapun pasti punya masa lalu. mau itu baik atau buruk, tetep aja bakal jadi pelajaran buat di masa sekarang atau masa yang akan datang. kadang, masa lalu itu ga perlu diungkit.. karena yg udah yaa udah aja,, toh udah lewat. kadang juga, masa lalu malah bisa buat bencana di masa yg sekarang.. yang jelas, masa lalu cuma tinggal kenangan, apa yang kita punya adalah masa sekarang dan masa depan. jadi, jalanin aja apa yg kita punya sekarang dengan bercermin ke masa lalu yg udah kita lewatin untuk dapetin masa depan yg lebih baik,, so, i have no worry with anything,,

fallin' in love with DANBO

berawal dari di tag'in foto danbo sama tmen,,
jadi jatuh cinta,, my gosh !!! it's awesome !!!

and i'm fallin' in LOVE with DANBO !!

wish list

and i'm still wishing

what you have been up to ?

anyways, what have you guys been up to? it's always interesting to know what others are up to. don't you think?

high school never end

everyone has different experiences during their time in high school.. some good, some bad. as for me, i wouldn't complain about mine. it wasn't perfect but if i were ever to go back in time, i would do things exactly the same.. cause all those experiences back then, has shaped me to be who i am today. and i don't regret anything at all.

how was your time in high school like..? was it something memorable or was it something you want to completely forget?
as for those who are still high schoolers, i would only suggest one thing and one thing only.... enjoy it while it lasts! cause you'll never experience anything like it anymore after you graduate.

unique cups on cups

the break is over

and im very much refressed

what are you wearing now?
a tshirt, shorts,, **belom ngapa2in dr bangun tiduurr,, haha

what’s the last thing you read/are currently reading?
woaaww,, i just reading drawing comic of avatar the legend of aang yesterday..

do you nap a lot?
not really. but i would like to.. if i had the time!

who was the last person you hugged?
my boyf

what’s your current obsession/addiction?
tissue.. sniff.sniff

which item from your closet are you wearing most lately?
probably my scarves..

what's for dinner?
i'm not sure yet.

what was the last thing you bought?
gosh. i don't remember. i think it was jeans.

what are you listening to right now?
lady antebellum, paloma faith, and ingrid michaelson.

if you could have any super power, what would it be?
i always answer the same thing for this. either invisibility or being able to teleport. hahaha..

what is your favorite weather, and why?
i like rainy days. only if i am indoors. and that's because it's a good weather to sleep in.

what time do you usually get up?
i'd say.. on 8am.

what is your most challenging goal right now?
graduated on 2011.

if you could have a house–totally paid for, fully furnished–anywhere in the world, where would you want it to be?
oh my.. it'll be HAWAII. for sure!

name the things you cannot live without:
my family. i've missed them so much while i was away.

what movies can you watch over and over?
a lot like love and any other romantic comedy! i can't get enough of them.

they're

thankful

i don't think i say enough of this in my life. and i may be someone who takes things for granted.. but 2008 has made me realized how blessed i am as a person. i can honestly say that i am so content with my life at the moment.. it's just at a place where i am at peace, not longing for anything and everything is just the way it should be.

facts from my point of view

fact #1
there will always be..
ups and downs.

fact #2
you are special.
no matter what.

lost for words

sometimes you feel like a toy, being played by people who you have known for such a long time. there are also other times where you feel like a toy, being played by someone you hardly even know. life is full of strange encounters. and some where towards the end, you just learn not to care so much anymore.

i had a dream last night

i think it was caused by all the thoughts that i had, just before i went to sleep. i don't know if it was what i wanted to happened or maybe it was some sort of sign but for all i know..

it's better off that way.

i heart it so much

the habits die hard

i've been so used to sleeping late and waking up late for all day.. i just hope i will be able to wake up early and sleep early starting next week onwards.

confession of a broken heart

fridays are supposed to be good

but today it isn't

nothing away

here i am typing away when really i should be nothing. hehehe,,

anyways, there's a long weekend coming up and it's starting on friday onwards =) that's what i'm looking forward to. it pretty much means that there will only be two more working days this week!! i wish i can go away during that period of time but i highly doubt thats going to happen.

for now, i'm just going to dream away..

a some good advice

i have always thought that it's good to let your emotions out, when you need to. it's not that i am encouraging you to cry all the time. but i think when you do need to, you should. don't hold back. and no, i am not encouraging you to cry in front of others either.. maybe just someone who you are comfortable with.

and i've always thought that it's kind of a burden to show someone when you are crying. they will feel bad for you, especially when they don't know how to console you or make you feel better. so for me personally, i like to cry to myself :p

and to be honest, i have not done so in the longest time. which is a good sign!! i have been quite happy. busy but happy.

on a different note, i bought two new opi nail polishes today. i'll be sure to post about them and maybe give a review like i usually do. maybe when i have the time to paint my nails. currently, i have tickle my france-y on and it's really nude on me which i am super crazy about!! it's like i have mannequin hands :)

ALSO, i have my first ever giveaway coming up!! be sure to stay tune on that!!

(from notebookdoodles)

suddenly i love it..

zooey kisskiss

dilemma

ga tau kenapa,, td malem aq mimpi latihan lagi,, jd cg lg.. kaya yang beneran deehh,, kerasa bgt megang flagnya,, krasa bgt dancenya,, kerasa bgt push-up nya,, ohh myyyy,, kangeeenn cg !! hhuhuhu,, sebenernya aq masih pengen balik lagi ke komunitas itu, masih mau latihan lagi (walau bikin kulit tambah gosong), aq masih mau tampil lagi,, tapi ga tau dehh.. kemauannya ga dibarengin niat yg kuat,, jd yang ada cuma sekedar pengen,, sekedar ngebayangin aja,,

dulu knp aq bisa ikut marching yah ?? hmmm,, cuma untuk beberapa alasan sih,,

1. emang suka aja liat marching,, lagu2nya bikin semangat,,
2. nyari temen baru,,
   
3. ngisi waktu luang,,
4. mengalihkan pikiran dgn mencari kesibukan,,
5. menghibur diri,,
6. satu2nya tempat yg bikin aq lupa klo aq lg desperate,, hahha

kadang2,, emg pgn bgt balik lagi kesitu,, tp malu jg ma anak2 yg lain, udah lama ga muncul, tiba2 dtg lagi, ditambah skrg banyak anak baru,, makin asing deehh,, trus klo mo ikut lagi pun, skill aq udah payah,, setaun ga dipake apa kabar ?? apekk kaliii,, hehehe

yah eniweiy.. komunitas itu sangat2 membantu aq ngelewatin masa sulit dan ngasih aq banyak pengalaman,, hehehehe,,,,

the old me's dead and gone

now i am or i am now ?? yaa,, it's me,, not was me.. i'm here.. with all i have.. i'm here.. not like my self in the past.. when i'm so young,, i'm confused of everything.. i hate to remembering the past,, it's make me so numb.. have you know about my past ?? i tell you, that was so hurt me top to toe,, so i never want repeat that.. finnaly, i let go of the past and i'm sure something better will comes along..

hi there^^

B side of you

let's made it

great mind

"Live as if you were to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were to live forever."
- Mahatma Gandhi

she's cool ^^

*U'RE SO LADY*

it's so his game !! -_-"

Sedikit mengenai Point Blank...

• Apa Itu Point Blank ?

* Point Blank adalah sebuah Online First Person Shooting Game dengan tingkat realistik tinggi. * Didalam game FPS Point Blank terdapat dua macam kubu, yaitu CT-Force (Counter Terrorist) dan Free Rebels (Terrorist). * Didalam game FPS Point Blank terdapat dua macam tampilan charackter, yaitu Male dan Female.

• Story

* CT Force (Counter Terrorist) - Akibat konflik dengan imigran yang semakin meluas, pemerintah memutuskan dibentuk suatu organisasi khusus untuk menghadapi para terroris, terpilih 30 pasukan elit dalam melaksanakan misi ini.Sejak dibentuknya organisasi ini, mencari informasi dan keberadaan dari organisasi teroris yang dinamakan Free Rebles. Sejalan dengan meningkatnya ancaman teroris dari organisasi Free Rebels, pemerintah kemudian mengirimkan bantuan pasukan terbaik yang pernah ada di pemerintahan yang kemudian datang dan bergabung dan berganti nama menjadi CT-FORCE (Counter Terrorist Force).* Free Rebels (Terrorist) - Semakin bertambahnya imigran yang tidak mendapatkan pekerjaan dan terusir dari masyarakat, sehingga untuk bertahan hidup para imigran kemudian melakukan berbagai macam tindak kriminal dari perampokan hingga pengedaran obat-obatan terlarang. Aksi kriminal ini berkembang menjadi gerakan yang teroganisir hingga terbentuk organisasi yang dinamakan Free Rebels. Tujuannya tidak lain untuk menguasai seluruh perdagangan obat terlarang dan senjata di seluruh dunia serta menciptakan rasa takut bagi masyarakat.

• Gameplay

* Terdapat sistem pangkat, dimana kita harus menyelesaikan misi/level untuk mengejar pangkat tersebut. * Terdapat 4 sistem permainan mode, yaitu Deathmatch, Bomb Mission, A.I dan Eliminate.- Deathmatch Mode : Mode permainan yang dimana kita harus membunuh musuh yang sudah ditentukan scorenya, misalkan room master menyetting permainan mode 100 kill dan waktu 3 menit, maka jika waktu habis permainan selesai atau jika sudah membunuh 100 kill maka permainan selesai. - A.I Mode : Mode Permainan dimana kita seteam atau personal mengalahkan BOT/Komputer. Biasanya A.I Mode digunakan untuk latihan, agar skill kita dapat berkembang. - Bomb Mission Mode : Mode Permainan yang dimana kita harus memasang bomb [Free Rebels], dan dimana kita juga harus mendefuse bomb [CT Force]. Didalam Bomb Mission untuk mendefuse bomb pencet E.

• Graphics

* Graphic permainan Point Blank, ada enaknya dan ada tidak enaknya. - Graphics untuk CT Force : 95 % sangat gampang dikenali oleh musuh diberbagai map. hanya dimap stormtube saja CT Force dapat bersembunyi. - Graphics untuk Free Rebels : kebalikan CT Force 95 % susah dikenali oleh musuh, knp ? sebab dengan baju warnanya free rebels dapat bersembunyi sehingga susah dilihat oleh musuh.

• Sound*

Sound yang terdapat didalam team mode sangatlah seru untuk didengarkan, apalagi apabila ada yang memakai charackter Female, Dengan sound sebutan "OH YEAH!" 1 Team dapat ketawa ketiwi kali yah.(seperti Condizition Zero)

• Community

* Terdapat fitur CLAN, Friendlist, Dan Chat Mode. - Untuk Chat Mode dibagi menjadi 3 : Public, Clan, Dan Friendlist. - Untuk Friendlist biasanya menggunakan sistem Whisper atau /w. - Untuk CLAN sangat berguna sekali apabila ada Clan War.

• Bug/Lag

* Untuk Masalah BUG/LAG - Terkadang untuk menyelesaikan Mision membutuhkan Point, nah bug kali ini Mission ilang point pun tak datang alias menghilang juga! - Terkadang ketika sedang bermain pasti kadang2 suka nyangkut di kata-kata "MEMULAI GAME" sehingga player point blank exit/out sehingga jumlah pemain tambah dikit. - Terkadang ketika Room Master membuat resah alias tidak kuat untuk menjadi RM [BEBAN], 1 room menjadi lag inilah yang membuat kurang nyaman di point blank.

• Download

* Full Client - http://download.gemscool.com/PBSetup.exe * Full Client Mirror - http://www.gameqq.net/download/gemscool/point-blank/274-pbcbsetup/download* Partial Patch - http://download.gemscool.com/PB/pb_20090804.exe * Full Patch- http://download.gemscool.com/PB/all_pb_20090804.exe

• Spesifikasi Komputer

* CPU Pentium4 2.4 Ghz atau Athlon 2500+. * Memory Ram 512 Mb. * VGA 128 Mb. * Koneksi Internet yang cepat.

ini adalah sedikit mengenai PB yg saya kutip dr sebuah artikel,, and so why am i posting it here ?? because,, si kambing sangat addict dgn game ini !! -_-"

just be u

"Do something no one would expect you to do. Talk to someone you never would. Be someone people think you aren’t. Show who you really are. Don’t hide underneath your smile."

so,, who's idiot ??

Any idiot can face a crisis - it's day to day living that wears you out.

Fool

"The truth is I’ve never fooled anyone, I’ve let people fool themselves. They didn’t bother to find out who and what I was. Instead, they would invent a character for me. I wouldn’t argue with them; they were obviously loving somebody I wasn’t."

new semester

kalo dulu waktu SD,, tiap tahun ajaran baru kan pasti beli sepatu baru, tas baru, buku baru, alat tulis baru,, nah kalo kuliah gimana ?? udah ga zamannya kali yah semester baru anak kuliah pnya yg serba baru,, *kecuali note u/ nyatet,, dan saya memang punya note baru u/ semester ini,, hahaha,, ga penting yah,, bodo amat,, ini kan blog gw jd bebas mo ngepost apa aja,, hihi

FYI,,
note nya bikinan sendiri lhoo,, bahan2nya simple,, cuma beberapa lembar hvs, hekter, doubletape, cutter, gunting, penggaris, lem, kain felt,, udaahh,,

ni hasilnya nii .. * pamer dikit gpp yahh.. hihihi..

*tampak atas*



*tampak samping*

udah ah gitu aja,, hahahahah,,, :P

1st sunrise in 2009

malam biru

never like the day called SATURDAY,,
never like something that called SATURDAY NIGHT,,

why oh why ???

sama ajalah sabtu ma hari2 lainnya,, nothing's special..
sama aja kayak kemarennya,, sama aja kayak besoknya..
apaan sih sabtu ?? apaan sih malem minggu?? ga meaning bgt buat saya,,
( pdhl dlm hati berharap menjadi orang yg selalu menantikan datangnya satnite -_-" )

g blh kluar mlm ?? emg bner,, tp bukan berarti seumur hidup ga pernah jd night person..
plg jam2 subuh pernah ko,, trus ?? knp kluar u/ satnite ampe jam10 aja jarrrraaaaannnggggg yah ???

yeeaahhh.. maybe someday i can get my night again..
hope it,,

Listen for a day

experience a day in a new day.

spend a day listening to everyone you meet rather than talking to them.

this approach will change the whole focus of your day and will take you 'outside' of yourself.

it is easy to forget to listen because it's not something that we are very conscious of in our society.

indeed, listening has become a dying art.

when we actively listen to people instead of rushing to say our piece they feel valued, appreciated and understood and we feel pleased with their reaction.

everybody wins. listen and learn.

tik.tok.tik.tok

let's remembering our past..

* cikarang Jan'09 *

* Pesona Bambu Lembang Jun'09 *




* Kampus Feb'10 *




* Dufan Feb '10 *

nice moment with u all fellaz.. ^^

u're my partner in crime !! raawwrr..

sama2 gila, sama2 nyeleneh, sama2 ngaco,,
nekattt.. maksaaiiinnn,,,
slalu sama2 mikirin jalan keluar, solusi untuk suatu hal,,
puter otak brg yuuu,, bikin hipotesis sableng,, hahah..
hal yg satu itu susaaaahh bgt dicari solusinya..

gmn kalo gni ?? klo gtu gmn ??
ohh,, tar gni ajaaa,, trus kaya gtuuu,,
jgn lupa blgnya tar kayak gini yaah..

okeee,,
kamu setuju ?? iyap okee,,
siiippp,, besok yahh kita lancarkan misi kita..

u're so my partner in crime !!!

just try

and high up above or down below
when u're too in love to let it go
but if u're never try,,
u'll never know..
just what u're worth

bellezza shop

let me inroduce our little bussiness,,

:: BELLEZZA SHOP ::

ini adalah bisnis kecil2'an kita berlima (alia, ermy, dwi, mey, vinda) yg dimulai sejak oktober 2009,, awalnya kita pake nama HAMA'NBEADS SHOP,, tp kemudian ganti nama jd BELLEZZA SHOP.. disini kita menjual kalung berbahan dasar hama beads (sejenis education toys gtu).. bentuknya macem2.. mulai dri kartun, words, fruit, ato bahkan kamu bisa pesen design+warnanya.. harganya murah koo,, ga kaya harga2 distro yg selangit,, dengan ngeluarin uang untuk beli 1 kalung hama beads di distro, di bellezza kamu bisa dpt 2 bahkan 3 kalung,, karena d bellezza harga kalung start from 15000-40000 sajaaa,, murah kaan ?? ga akan nyesel deeehh,,

ini beberapa contohnya..

yang cowo kalo mau pesen juga bisa,, misalnya buat nembak cewe,, hehehe :P

yahh itu sebagian contoh brg kita,, yg berminat dan mau liat contoh2 yg lainnya,, add aja fb nya di BELLEZZA SHOP,, siapa tau ada yg suka, hehehe,, ditunggu yaaahhh,, :))

my song on 1st 2010

this my song on first 2010 !! awesome !!

LADY ANTEBELLUM
I RUN TO YOU

I run from hate
I run from prejudice
I run from pessimists
But I run too late
I run my life
Or is it running me
Run from my past
I run too fast
Or too slow it seems
When lies become the truth
That’s when I run to you

Chorus
This world keeps spinning faster
Into a new disaster so I run to you
I run to you baby
And when it all starts coming undone
Baby you’re the only one I run to
I run to you

We run on fumes
Your life and mine
Like the sands of time
Slippin’ right on through
And our love’s the only truth
That’s why I run to you

kalo penasaran sama lagunya, coba deh di donlot,, trus dengerin,, ^^

cewe an 07

* Jimbaran Resto Ancol 09 Feb 2010 *

draw while chat ^^

hal yg dilakukan saat ga ada kerjaan cuma online..

chat, chat dan chat,, sama siapapun yg penting membuat waktu berjalan tanpa terasa,, tau2 mama udah ngomel gara2 saya ga keluar kamar,, hahahah

chat with him it's make me laugh out loud with all his joke,, and i like it,, hehe
while chat sumtime we drawing.. bukan gambar sihh tepatyaa,, tp coret2,, hehehe

ni salah satu contoh gambaran anak teka ala kita.. yg biru itu tulisan si cewe,, yg item tulisan si cowo.. tulisan sii cowo ternyata jelek yah !! :D.. meliuk2 gituu,, hahaha

ga ada kerjaan deh,, EMANG IYA !!! hahaha..
begitulah kami,, sepasang orang yg sangat2 tidak jelas,, kerjaannya sama2 online,, yg 1 online game,, yg 1 online ga jls,,

no hidden agenda

setiap orang pasti punya sisi goblog dalam dirinya,, ada yg nutupin ke'goblog'anya,, tp ada jg yg dgn senang hati menunjukkan sisi goblog'nya,, lagian kalo dipikir2 JAIM itu buat apa sih ?? please be a person with no hidden agenda,,

salah satu ke'goblog'an saya baru2 ini adalah menuhin gigi depan dgn coklat kuburan (oleh2 dr anggita buat alya yg saya comot, hehe..).. lalu d foto sama teman saya dan di tag ke fb,, membiarkan teman2 berkomentar dan tertawa,, hahaha,, tp gtw knp,, saya juga ikut ketawa,,

abisnya udah kuliah kelakuan masih aja begoo,, kaya anak SMA,, hahhaa..
tapi ya itu dia,, balik lagi to the topic,, just show ur goblog way,, mungkin kalian2 ada yg kelakuannya lebih goblog lagi ?? asiik tau skali2 berkelakuan seperti itu,, bikin hiburan,, dgn mempermalukan diri sendiri,, hahahahha

here we go again..

wah wah,, udh lama bgt blognya ga d urus,, bru inget deh klo saya punya blog,, hehe..
skrg saya ud semester6,, dlu pas bikin semester brpa sih?? sadiiss,, ngeksis doank bikin blog tp ga pernah diisi,, ckckck

haw ar yuu my blog ?? hahah..

pas nulis ini,, saya lg nunggu siikambing otak-atik pc nya,, drtd saya nungguin dy maen pb,, giliran udh beres bru chat bntar,, ehh ada2 aja si pc mnta dibenerin,, jd ajaaa IM WAITING AGAIN, DUDE !! Hey yo mama,, :D

saya mau berkiprah lagi d dunia maya ahh,, hahaha,,
okeeyy.. here we go agaiiinn..