tell me about urself

what's ur name ?
meilinda adelia,, emh actually i have putri as my last name,, but i don't like it,, :(

where have u been ?
i'm from bandung,,

what's your occupation ?
of course i'm a student in padjajaran university

are u single ?
No !! i have a boyf,,

are u love him ?
when i write on this, my answer is .. YES, I AM !! :)

how long u have been together w/ him ?
1 year 5 month (*when i write it)

can u describe about him ?
no word can describe him,, i just love him all the way..

that he loves u too ?
he said, i must positive thingking in many ways,, so my answer is,, "yes, i know he loves me too".. :D

is that anything u wish from him ?
yes it is,, i have a lot of wish on him,, but i cant force him to do all i want,, i just let him to be his self,, i dont mean to be selfish person (*as he called 'cuek').. but i just let my self to learn how to love somebody with no looking something on him,, but by accept all the things he have..

is there something u want tell to him ??
if u read this boy,, i just want to say that today i love u like the day before,, and tomorrow i hope it'll be increase.. and i dont really mean to be selfish,, this is my self with all my minus,, im sorry if i never be the person that u want.. im not her,, im not everyone,, im not anyone,, im just somebody who love you when i write it.. i just want u always remember that "ada aq disini yg sayang sama kamu"...

everyone has their past

siapapun pasti punya masa lalu. mau itu baik atau buruk, tetep aja bakal jadi pelajaran buat di masa sekarang atau masa yang akan datang. kadang, masa lalu itu ga perlu diungkit.. karena yg udah yaa udah aja,, toh udah lewat. kadang juga, masa lalu malah bisa buat bencana di masa yg sekarang.. yang jelas, masa lalu cuma tinggal kenangan, apa yang kita punya adalah masa sekarang dan masa depan. jadi, jalanin aja apa yg kita punya sekarang dengan bercermin ke masa lalu yg udah kita lewatin untuk dapetin masa depan yg lebih baik,, so, i have no worry with anything,,

fallin' in love with DANBO

berawal dari di tag'in foto danbo sama tmen,,
jadi jatuh cinta,, my gosh !!! it's awesome !!!

and i'm fallin' in LOVE with DANBO !!

high school never end

everyone has different experiences during their time in high school.. some good, some bad. as for me, i wouldn't complain about mine. it wasn't perfect but if i were ever to go back in time, i would do things exactly the same.. cause all those experiences back then, has shaped me to be who i am today. and i don't regret anything at all.

how was your time in high school like..? was it something memorable or was it something you want to completely forget?
as for those who are still high schoolers, i would only suggest one thing and one thing only.... enjoy it while it lasts! cause you'll never experience anything like it anymore after you graduate.

the break is over

and im very much refressed

what are you wearing now?
a tshirt, shorts,, **belom ngapa2in dr bangun tiduurr,, haha

what’s the last thing you read/are currently reading?
woaaww,, i just reading drawing comic of avatar the legend of aang yesterday..

do you nap a lot?
not really. but i would like to.. if i had the time!

who was the last person you hugged?
my boyf

what’s your current obsession/addiction?
tissue.. sniff.sniff

which item from your closet are you wearing most lately?
probably my scarves..

what's for dinner?
i'm not sure yet.

what was the last thing you bought?
gosh. i don't remember. i think it was jeans.

what are you listening to right now?
lady antebellum, paloma faith, and ingrid michaelson.

if you could have any super power, what would it be?
i always answer the same thing for this. either invisibility or being able to teleport. hahaha..

what is your favorite weather, and why?
i like rainy days. only if i am indoors. and that's because it's a good weather to sleep in.

what time do you usually get up?
i'd say.. on 8am.

what is your most challenging goal right now?
graduated on 2011.

if you could have a house–totally paid for, fully furnished–anywhere in the world, where would you want it to be?
oh my.. it'll be HAWAII. for sure!

name the things you cannot live without:
my family. i've missed them so much while i was away.

what movies can you watch over and over?
a lot like love and any other romantic comedy! i can't get enough of them.

thankful

i don't think i say enough of this in my life. and i may be someone who takes things for granted.. but 2008 has made me realized how blessed i am as a person. i can honestly say that i am so content with my life at the moment.. it's just at a place where i am at peace, not longing for anything and everything is just the way it should be.

lost for words

sometimes you feel like a toy, being played by people who you have known for such a long time. there are also other times where you feel like a toy, being played by someone you hardly even know. life is full of strange encounters. and some where towards the end, you just learn not to care so much anymore.

nothing away

here i am typing away when really i should be nothing. hehehe,,

anyways, there's a long weekend coming up and it's starting on friday onwards =) that's what i'm looking forward to. it pretty much means that there will only be two more working days this week!! i wish i can go away during that period of time but i highly doubt thats going to happen.

for now, i'm just going to dream away..

a some good advice

i have always thought that it's good to let your emotions out, when you need to. it's not that i am encouraging you to cry all the time. but i think when you do need to, you should. don't hold back. and no, i am not encouraging you to cry in front of others either.. maybe just someone who you are comfortable with.

and i've always thought that it's kind of a burden to show someone when you are crying. they will feel bad for you, especially when they don't know how to console you or make you feel better. so for me personally, i like to cry to myself :p

and to be honest, i have not done so in the longest time. which is a good sign!! i have been quite happy. busy but happy.

on a different note, i bought two new opi nail polishes today. i'll be sure to post about them and maybe give a review like i usually do. maybe when i have the time to paint my nails. currently, i have tickle my france-y on and it's really nude on me which i am super crazy about!! it's like i have mannequin hands :)

ALSO, i have my first ever giveaway coming up!! be sure to stay tune on that!!

(from notebookdoodles)

dilemma

ga tau kenapa,, td malem aq mimpi latihan lagi,, jd cg lg.. kaya yang beneran deehh,, kerasa bgt megang flagnya,, krasa bgt dancenya,, kerasa bgt push-up nya,, ohh myyyy,, kangeeenn cg !! hhuhuhu,, sebenernya aq masih pengen balik lagi ke komunitas itu, masih mau latihan lagi (walau bikin kulit tambah gosong), aq masih mau tampil lagi,, tapi ga tau dehh.. kemauannya ga dibarengin niat yg kuat,, jd yang ada cuma sekedar pengen,, sekedar ngebayangin aja,,

dulu knp aq bisa ikut marching yah ?? hmmm,, cuma untuk beberapa alasan sih,,

1. emang suka aja liat marching,, lagu2nya bikin semangat,,
2. nyari temen baru,,
   
3. ngisi waktu luang,,
4. mengalihkan pikiran dgn mencari kesibukan,,
5. menghibur diri,,
6. satu2nya tempat yg bikin aq lupa klo aq lg desperate,, hahha

kadang2,, emg pgn bgt balik lagi kesitu,, tp malu jg ma anak2 yg lain, udah lama ga muncul, tiba2 dtg lagi, ditambah skrg banyak anak baru,, makin asing deehh,, trus klo mo ikut lagi pun, skill aq udah payah,, setaun ga dipake apa kabar ?? apekk kaliii,, hehehe

yah eniweiy.. komunitas itu sangat2 membantu aq ngelewatin masa sulit dan ngasih aq banyak pengalaman,, hehehehe,,,,

the old me's dead and gone

now i am or i am now ?? yaa,, it's me,, not was me.. i'm here.. with all i have.. i'm here.. not like my self in the past.. when i'm so young,, i'm confused of everything.. i hate to remembering the past,, it's make me so numb.. have you know about my past ?? i tell you, that was so hurt me top to toe,, so i never want repeat that.. finnaly, i let go of the past and i'm sure something better will comes along..