sometimes you feel like a toy, being played by people who you have known for such a long time. there are also other times where you feel like a toy, being played by someone you hardly even know. life is full of strange encounters. and some where towards the end, you just learn not to care so much anymore.
i think it was caused by all the thoughts that i had, just before i went to sleep. i don't know if it was what i wanted to happened or maybe it was some sort of sign but for all i know..
i've been so used to sleeping late and waking up late for all day.. i just hope i will be able to wake up early and sleep early starting next week onwards.